one odd night

ok for my friend it was not so funny but for me it was cause i just do not understand how she did this and if u can’t learn to laugh at the bad stuff then life would be unbearable and it wasn’t so bad after all or in the end my friend came out to see me and get the clothes of kiras that she keep at her house yes if she buys it for u it stays at her house but the last time kira stayed out at her house she was bad at church so i made her come home and my sister didn’t have tome to wait for kira to change back into the clothes i sent her in so she had to come home in the clothes my friend had her in at church so she came out to get them back well some how she mist my drive way and it is very snowy out there i have none to come and dig me out of my driveway out here so if u come in a small car u will get stuck and she know that but came anyway and yes not only somehow mist my driveway went into the ditch but got stuck there so we had to go to another persons house and ask for help she got it out but wow what a mess

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kira protecting her friend

i punished her cause even though she was protecting a friend she can not be hitting p. she should have told the bus driver she and her friend were on the bus with some boy he took her friends toy and broke it so the friend was crying and kira hit the boy on the head not happy about this i have repeatedly told her not to hit to see teachers bus driver instead .

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cake chewies





 this is just one of meany fav. cookie i bake for p. family and my kira

1 box of your chose of cake mix

i ues 1 1/2 tub of whipped topping to mix it well but u can use as drected if u want to 4 1/2 0z. of wihpped topping


1 egg


1 tsp vanilla

powdered sugar

Mix all ingredients together ( will be sticky ) . Make balls ( size of walnuts ) and roll in powderd sugar. Flatten balls with your hand after they are on the ungreased cookie sheet. bake 8 – 10 minutes at 3 50 .

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pet talk

i have decided to talk a bit about our pets for fun just a bit about each one we have show our love for them all

we will start with brono


brono is about 3 to 4 years old part beagle and terrier dog he is a bit big for what kind of dog he is he is fun loving dog who loves to play he loves to run chase the cats chase kira around play ball play with his rubber chickens but he has one prob. he like to run to much and chase cars he will ram the door and get out u can call him back but he does what he wants to and if u try to get him to come back he will run more and farther away so best to let him come back on his own but with his also liking chasing cars this scares us cause he could one day get hit by a car and we would lose our puppy sadly he will only come back to the sound of a strong firm male voice so we are not able to stop this .


dasiy is our indoor outdoor cat this is the way she wants it not the way i like it i don’t like my cats to be indoor outdoor cats cause of the road and p. drive to fast down here do not have to worry about them getting pj most are fixed but nipper and she hates other cats so no chance of that unless they want cut up badly lol but she has had some bad health prob. and we take pity on her even though it gets on my last nerves cleaning up after her cause in the summer it’s ok she stays out and only comes in to eat she is not very loving only to kira and she was my husbands cat but in the winter she we think because of all the seizers she has had has brain damage and will not potty in a litter pan so i put down pads for her and for now that is helping but i have to clean it up and it is a pain . she is about 10 or 11 years old

nipper and kit


nipper is my sweet to me but to others mean cat sometimes we call her the grumpy old lady she is about 10 11 years old she is very grumpy to other cats she only likes poncho as far as cats go love the dog me and kira obsessive with when u hold her do not have to pee cause she will get mad that u need to get up she was my baby i bottle feed her she had no mom so maybe this is why she is like that i think without me she would be feral she fellows me everywhere and sleeps with me but if she gets out she will freak out and u can not get her and she has almost died from this from starvation to heat stroke but she is my baby

kit and i are very close to and my sister just loves this cat he is very loving and friendly with all cats but nipper he love to be love all the time and nips u as he does he plays with poncho and ladybird a lot he also fellows me a lot around the house when nipper is not fallowing me

ladybird and poncho


ladybird is our Momma cat she had had baby’s when she was found she had jumped out in front of our car with my newfew driving it and his friend he was staying with us at the time they brought her home to me and i could not resist her loved her from the start scott however was mad but let her live here begrugingly and later when he noticed she was such a good cat he tryed to make friends with her and she was not having it u hated me now i hate u kind of thing lol it took me 2 years to get her to be able to sit on laps and be loving in that way she would love up to u and let u pet her come up to u but don’t hold her in any way or pick her up she would get scared i just kept doing it till she liked it and she did get away from us and came back pj so that is how we got poncho we were able to get rid of all the other kittens quickly but begrudgingly to scott his mom wanted poncho so he let her have him when she had the kittens kit helped her with them she would be feeding them and he would lay down the other way like a yen and yang way and clean them this started the friendship with ladybird and her son we would keep poncho with kit she is my brother inlaws fav. cat her she is now even more loving cat with him loving up to her she is about 3 or 4 years old and now fixed so no more babys


poncho ladybirds son and kits best friend and well he loves nipper she only some what likes him he is about 2 years old last christmas he was borin here always been here from his birth he loves to play with his mom and kit he chases nipper and picks on her loves to take kiras toys and play with them he is big and clomsy not so much loving only when he really wants it but very playful like he is still a kitten but he is not


tank pets ohjo the African dwarf frog and our ram horn snails


not much to tell we have had them about 2 to 3 years they have served many fish and they are the servers in our tank kids just love coming here and looking at ohjo bounce around the tank looking and holding the snails kira likes to collects the shells when they get rid of the old ones and change shells it is a very peaceful thing the tank but a pain to clean each month



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Pulled Pork (Crock Pot)

4 lbs pork roast (shoulder or butt)
2 large onions
1 cup ginger ale
1 (18 ounce) bottle favorite barbecue sauce (I like Sweet Baby Ray’s)
barbecue sauce, for serving (optional)

Slice one onion and place in crock pot.
Put in the roast and cover with the other onion, sliced. Pour over the ginger ale. Cover and cook on LOW for about 12 hours.
Remove the meat, strain and save the onions, discard all liquid. With two forks, shred the meat, discarding any remaining fat, bones or skin. Most of the fat will have melted away.
Return the shredded meat and the onions to the crock pot, stir in the barbecue sauce. Continue to cook for another 4 to 6 hours on LOW.
Serve with hamburger buns or rolls and additional barbecue sauce. Any leftovers freeze very well.
TIP: freeze ready-made sandwiches – a scoop of meat on a bun, well-wrapped. These make a great quick meal or snack. To reheat, remove wrapping, wrap in a paper towel, and zap 1-2 minute in the microwave.
Note: Shoulder or butt are recommended because the meat shreds very well. Other cuts do not shred as readily. It is a fattier cut, but the fat melts away in the cooking and is poured away when you discard the liquid.
Note 2: I have an older, smaller crock pot. The above times work perfectly for me. But if you have a newer or bigger crock pot, you may need to revise times downward, esp. after the bbq sauce is added. I think you need at least a couple of hours for it all to meld, but that may be all you need. Update: I recently bought a bigger crockpot, I think 5 or 6 qts. I cooked a 6 lb pork shoulder in it for 8 hours and it was shreddable at that point. Shredded, added the sauce, and cooked for another hour or so to meld everything. So use your best judgment on timing!
Note3: You might want to turn your roast over after it’s cooked a while, to ensure more even cooking. I think this may depend on the size and shape of your roast and the size of your slow cooker. Remember that each time you remove the lid you lose heat and be careful, as turning a large piece of meat is awkward.


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more prob. with kira

hi kira this last weekend was bad in church so bad they had to remove her and call me out of church and take her out with me and she still misbehaved sassing me and the teacher mean to the kids so she had to clean her room and it took for ever but she did it then Monday at school she was bad enough for the teacher to call me again sassing teacher screaming i got to pee in the class talking to friends when she was supposed to be lessening to the teacher and today she has been saying loudly that she is Hungary and i know she ate breakfast and worst yet she has a bad habit of not pulling up her pants and they slip down and all her pants no matter what kind or size i get she does this but wurst yet when the teacher asked her to pill them up she pulled them down and mooned the whole table she sat at i tell u all i want to scream they gave her new meds’ lets hope this gets better cause i’m ready for them to send her to mack a special school for kids like her i’m like where can i sign Image
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up date

not much going one right now my sister is coming over tomorrow to pant the kitchen kira is going with my friend to church and to the airportImage museum in urbana she has been better at school but still acting out here so higher they upped her med so maybe after she gets that she will be better for a while the lights fiickerd tonight no bad weather no bad blab not sure what that means i have been sick sinus thing doing better now my sister gave me a valientimes gift i got some nice flowers and hair die i been wanting and i feel much better it’s dark brownish red now will send picks when i get them in the com.
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more than just the lord protecting me

i have been ill for a few days but today i found out just how well I’m being protected i know the lord is with me at all times and i know scott my passed away husband is here from time to time watching us but i garenty that he is also protecting us as well .


this morning i woke to feeling much worse new i needed a dr. and my sister talked me into going to urget care cause i just didn’t want to leave the house so i rested a bit got ready and asked my friend to take me i kept seeing out of the corner of my eyes a flash here there knowing me i just thought your eyes are off do to how u are feeling that’s all but while i was at the drs. waiting an unreal long wait out of the corner of my right eye in the room standing was my husband i could clearly see side of him kinda blurred but same dark long hair he had dark clothes on them just vanished i do not think any one else saw him but i think it was only meant for me to see him found out that the illness i have is dated back in sept just before he died like that same week apparently the med. bounce off and when i counted to have sever sinus prob. just took something over the counter to deal with it now it is raging with possible infection viral as well runny nose congestion swelling in my head throat and ear so now I’m on 5 dif. meds. for it i hope we kill it this time 

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happy valentines day to all and nothing new and that may be a good thing lol

 hi nothing new here in ohio kira has not been in any more trouble sense Monday and that’s a good thing me i have a small cold that’s bugging me but i will be ok family is doing good my nephews birthday was today happy b day Devan love u he is twelve this feb. 13th ok I’m a bit late but i wright late at night what has happened most of the week or day . and to all happy valentines day tomorrow i will try and let u all know how it went at Kira’s school for valentines day there having there valentines day party u know exchange valentines and all and the go in 2 hours later tomorrow so thrilling for me not . lol means my nape will be later that stinks lol

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the shadowman taking a ride with me , kira , and my sister earlyer this evening

the shadowman taking a ride with me , kira , and my sister earlyer this evening


i do not know for sure who the shadow man was because in years before my husbands passing we have had heavy booted footsteps out there near the garage area and shadow go by our ramp in the front of the house near our front door going from the drive way past the garage up the ramp towards the door but it did seem to be about my husbands highth when he was alive he was about as tall as my sister about 5 8 1/2 or more and to me thats tall because i am only 5 3 but not very tall as men go and i had been waiting for my sister to come here to pick us up .

well i was watching one of my ghost hunting shows on bio chanel waiting for my sister to come take us to the grosury stores to load up for the month when i saw on the wall nearest the kitchen a orb streek or something out of the corner of my eye it was brighter than the room an that was real bright cause the sun was coming in from the window so i thought ok did i see hat or is the light playing tricks with me so i just let it go thinking not realy there cause it is rare to see orbs with the eye i have once before but i had a witness that saw it as well in the same room years ago but this time it was just me kira was in her room at the time so i just get up close the curtuns get my keys and sit back on the couch to put the keys in my purse and also turn on the light in the living room so when we leave i know it will be dark when we return so i wanted a light on but i didn’t want others to see inside the house while we were gone and so i would be ready to leave when she got here and then i’m back watching the tv thinking do i have every thing my list phones stuff like that out of the other eye the corner again near the widndow this time i see a shadow man walk up the ramp we have a hanicap ramp cause my brother inlaw and mother inlaw was wheelchair bound before they both passed away but i see it go right past the window i just shut the curtuns on thinking ok she is here i go to the door no car and the dog keeps looking out the door to like eather he knows like dogs do at time she is on her way or he is seeing what i saw to and then i see it again the same way so now i’m thinking it’s in your head renaee but it has been a while that u have seen your husband and u did want to see him again from time to time to know he is with us i just let it go ok she comes and i don’t tell her what i saw we go shopping at the first store then the next and last store wal mart we are in wal mart parking lot getting out of the car and my sister says hay i keep seeing a shadow out of my eyes around the car i saw it twice someone is here with us so i tell her what i saw and it just told me that i did see all i saw before she came and we left maybe it was him after all saying i just thought i would pop in and go shopping with u lol.


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